Life is Beautiful

Whatever. I am leaving soon anyway... yup...that's it. I don't think i'm writing anymore, so goodbye livejournal. I might peek in once in awhile to see how some of my girlies are...but I doubt it. Is there ever going to be a person in my life who doesn't end up disappointing me?

Welcome to Good Burger, home of the good burger, can I take your order?

What's wrong? Were you bitten by a sheep?

Dexter is a chicken! MOO!

I'm a dude, he's a dude, she's a dude, we're all dudes! HEY!!

thats all I have to say!

This weekend? Amazing!!! Friday was one of the best days ever, besides me turning into a lobster!!! First, we went to Hang Ahn, then the park, then milwaukee, then Dairy Queen!! Then I had Little Shop of Horrors!!! Woot!!! After that, Mia and I went to Cafe Forte. Then, Mia, Keenan, Lex, and I went for a walk before heading to Aimee's casa!!! Aimee and I figured out how to take the top off of my jeep!! Saturday I had lunch with mah girl Ashley!! Then I babysat. Sunday I went to lunch with Mia!! Then I went shopping with Lisa! Then, Aimee, Lisa, Ashley, and I went clubbing and to Oakland Gyros!!! It was WONDERFUL!! Today was fun! I went to Mayfair with my mom and Aimee. Then I went out to dinner with mes parents! C'est un bon weekend!!

AMAZING weekend! Absolutely spectacular!! First of all, Friday was my independent study! I am actually really proud of how well it went!!! The sad part is that the fucking freeway was blocked, and Dani missed it!!! I cried a lot... After my study, Mia, Sandi, Mike, my parents, and I went to Applebees!!! Yum! Then my beautiful Dani, katie, and berg met up with us! Priceless!! Then, Saturday, Dani, Berg, Katie, Mia, Katie, and I went shopping!! (Berg's real name is Katie...but then there would have been three katies! crazy!) It was super fun! Mia, Katie, and I sat in the bathroom at Marshall fields for an hour. We are so cool. Then a group of us went to UNOS for dinner! Yum! Today was Sandi's IS and it was WONDERFUL!!! I am so proud! I feel so bad that I missed Kyle's!!! Im sorry! I had an audition that lasted 3 and a half hours! i am so tired!!! But I got to see Whitney, Alex, and Cedric! Wow! That man is a genius! This weekend was a huge party! I am so happy!

Wow...life is a whirlwind...time keeps moving so fast...
The good thing is that things are looking up. Whitney is home! Yes! Independent study on Friday! Dani is coming! Shopping with Mia on Saturday! Woot! Audition on Sunday!!! Pump it! Yea bitches!

this survey is about stuff that pisses me off.
I stole this from my love, Aimee

MOST HATED...


FRUIT:
hmmm...I don't like kiwi unless it's in a drink like strawberry kiwi snapple. I know that's weird.

CANDY:
Grape flavored candy. I actually don't like a lot of candy. I love sour patch kids and I miss them!

BEVERAGE:
root beer and pepsi

COLOR:
i think i love almost all colors. How about black and brown together. gross.

MOVIE:
Home Fries. eeww. awful movie.

ASPECT OF MYSPACE:
that it's addicting

ANIMAL:
humans (me too Aimee!)

INSECT:
mosquitos or those creepy things with all the legs and claw. I hate bugs

BIRD:
i like birds. but truthfully they sometimes scare me a little


WHAT ANNOYS YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING WHEN...

DRIVING?:
when people go under the speeed limit. when two slow people block both lanes and you can't get past them.

WATCHING TV OR MOVIES:
having to pee

EATING IN RESTAURANTS:
the thought that other people ate off of the same silverware and plates and that people's mouths touched the glasses. ew.

SLEEPING (OR TRYING TO SLEEP):
having to pee. being afraid that someone is going to kill me. thinking about all of the scary movies I've seen.

SHOWERING:
being afraid of being killed.

THE BEACH:
all the dead fish that wash up on the beach (me too!) when sand gets up your butt. haha! i know it's gross, but u all know it's true!

THE GROCERY STORE:
it always takes longer than it should. it is always really cold. you can't go looking shitty because you always see someone you know.

ON A DATE:
i've never been on a date, but i don't like eating in front of people i like

SITTING IN CLASS:
i hate school. it is gross and i hate it.


THE HOLIDAY SEASON:
being in school when you should be with your family

COOKING OR BAKING:
i don't do either. when i try it fails. Aimee, what I am supposed to do with all of this fucking pasta?


RANDOM/MISCELLANEOUS...


WHAT'S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING TO DO INVOLVING CLEANING?
who cleans? throwing things away i guess...

WHAT HOUSEHOLD CHORE DO YOU HATE THE MOST?
i dont do anything if we're being honest.

WHAT DO YOU THINK WOULD BE THE ABSOLUTE WORST WAY TO DIE?
naked...when youre in a lot of pain.

WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING HABIT IN OTHERS?
people are stupid.

WHAT IS YOUR WORST HABIT?
caring too much, biting my nails

WHAT FASHION TREND (PAST OR PRESENT) HAVE YOU HATED THE MOST?:
I HATE WHEN PEOPLE WEAR SOCKS WITH SANDALS!!!!!!!! STOP IT!!!! SANDALS ARE MEANT TO BE WORN WITH BARE FEET!!! PERIOD.

WHAT POPULAR SONG (PAST OR PRESENT) HAVE YOU HATED THE MOST?
hmmm...that holler back girl song

MOST HATED LINE FROM YOUR PARENTS?
"be home early"

WORST THING ABOUT HIGH SCHOOL:
everything. high school is the worst thing ever. (you are so right!)

MOST IRRITATING THING ABOUT YOUR CAR:
ben is very bumpy. but i love him!

TO BE COMPLETELY STEREOTYPICAL, WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE
MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT GIRLS?
the gossip, the rumors, the lies,

TO BE COMPLETELY STEREOTYPICAL, WHAT DO YOU THINK IS THE MOST ANNOYING THING ABOUT GUYS?
that you can't fucking understand what they're thinking, the lies, how they hurt my friends, when they think they look cool with their pants under their butt

MOST HATED EVERYDAY PHRASE/SAYING/EXPRESSION:
"your mama" What the fuck. that is so stupid.

MOST HATED THING REGARDING POLITICS:
people who think they know everything and put you down if you try to express your opinion ( i agree) that people are stupid.

WHAT'S ANNOYING YOU TODAY?
my headache, mean people, my dizziness, school, life

I can't wait for the world to spin!!! Oh it's spinning alright!! haha!!! Time to live it up! Cut loose! Be beautiful!!! This weekend was awesome!!! Friday night I volunteered at the PBS auction! Colby and I had a good time! Yea Art Schneider!! haha! Then I hung out with mah girlie, Mia!! I love her! Then Saturday was Solo and Ensemble...meh...it was fine I guess, but the map was ridiculous! Anywho, after that, Aimee, my love, and I went to McDonalds and volunteered at the auction again. Ew, people bought cremation and urn sets and burial plots. sketch. Then we met up with Mia and Mike at a bad concert. It was still fun though! haha! Stupid screaming bands! Then today I chilled with mah girlie Aimee and went to dinner with my brother! Go Singha Thai! Wow!! What a fun weekend! Stupid school...maybe I won't go back! I wish! Only 2 five day weeks left!!! Thank god!!!

Love you all sooo much!!!

Tell me it's not true
Say it's just a story
Something on the news
Tell me it's not true
Though it's here before me
Say it's just a dream
Say it's just a scene

From an old movie of years ago
From an old movie of Marilyn Monroe

Say it's just some clowns
Two players in the limelight
And bring the curtains down
Say it's just two clowns
Who couldn't get their lines right
Say it's just a show
On the radio

That we can turn over and start again
That we can turn over; it's only a game

Tell me it's not true
Say I only dreamed it
And morning will come soon
Say you didn't mean it
Tell me it's not true Say it's just pretend
Say it's just the end
of an old movie of years ago
From an old movie with Marilyn Monroe

Tell me it's not true
Say I only dreamed it
And morning will come soon
Say you didn't mean it
Tell me it's not true Say it's just pretend
Say it's just the end
of an old movie of years ago
From an old movie with Marilyn Monroe

-Blood Brothers

Swinging is fun. I don't fit on the horses at the park very well anymore. What the fuck is that swirly yellow thing? Oh!! There is a mama duck on her nest! So cute!!
P.S. you can't play with the real ducks...only the plastic ones...
Haha...Run Melissa Run! I hope one of them is Melissa! Silly firefighters running in the street...

grrrr...not allowed to skip...

So I leave for Chicago in like 20 minutes...I am there for the night...Ok, so for some reason I woke up today and all of the anger and pain was gone. I don't know why, but I am not kidding. Then I had a good talk with Sarah, and it seems like everything is gonna be okay. I listened to the like 30 minutes of goofiness we recorded onto my phone sometime in January or something while trying to take my mind off of my horrible cramps...gross...Anyway...I miss you so much, and I miss how we used to be. Ash, if you see this before tomorrow, call my cell...no matter how late. I don't wanna call your house because I know that Deepthy(sp? sorry!!!!) is there and I don't want to embark on your time with her. She seems like a really sweet girl! Anyway, I love you all, and I'm gonna miss you!!
always and forever,
Desi

Who is ready for the new me? That is right...I've decided that I'm gonna be what everyone thinks I am. If everyone thinks that I am dumb, naive, fake, and materialistic, I might as well go all out. I mean, why not right? It will be fun. I'll be totally shallow and stupid. I won't care about anyone but...me, and I will act like I am hot shit. Hey... if that is what you all think of me...what the fuck? I don't fucking care anymore.

Maureen


Which Character from Rent are you?
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Boys are stupid...and they smell. eeww... except for Jacob, he tries to help me find places to party...I think we can keep him...the others should go smell in a hole together...especially one certain boy who hurts my friend...I might just have some beating up to do...good thing i'm so fiesty...

Al in all, life is pretty much beautiful. We are all pretty lucky. Sure, things go wrong, people make mistakes, but look at us. We all have family, friends, homes, food, and love. We all have love. I am in such a good mood, I can't even explain. Maybe it's Valentine's Day. MAybe it's the fact that I've realized that everything will be okay. That we all have each other, and everything will eventually come through. Life is BEautiful, radiant. It is full of passion, desire, mystery. Life is what we make it, and I am going to make it spectacular. I love you all so much!

***Overjoyed, yea, Overjoyed to be with you. Overcame doubt, overcame and fell for you***

I love you all soo much! Do you all know that? I don't know what I'd do without you! You are my heart and soul! Tomorrow night? It's gonna be amazing!! AMAZING!!! And...NO GREASE!! haha! It's sad that I am happy about that...oh well...

*Even if I'm afraid to tell you, know that I love you*

*Kiss me*

Desi

So...who is excited for Sadies?? Desi is!!! I cannot wait! This is gonna be a super excting weekend! First of all, Friday night I am chilling with my mommy, and I am very excited!! Then Saturday is Sadies with a group of my favorite people!!! Then Sunday is rehearsal! We are so not ready!! haha! That isn't really funny...but oh well! What is there to do? Then, next week, we have a field trip on Tuesday! Then, Thursday is a half day! Wooot! Then, the week after that, is Pursuit and opening! Then...I go to orientation for college!!! Then, when I get back, I have 2 days of school and then a four day weekend!! haha! beat that bitches!! I am so excited! Oh...and next week is Valentine's Day! Not that I have a valentine...oh well, nothing new. Good times, good times! Love you all!

xoxoxo, Desi

***Follow your dreams, create your own destiny, follow your heart***